Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Invisible Room

Where is the place I can go and hide from your view, without becoming completely invisible?

A space, a place in time where I can be me, exactly as I am, without my shell to sheathe the truth of me?

I cannot acquiesce that this harbor is also the silence of me. I need to hear this self sing!

It is not invisibility I seek, but the gaze that forces me into silence - arbitrary judgments and misunderstandings, the whole damn world has an opinion. I'm not trying to succeed at anything here, except to finish what I started long ago, this meager writer by definition, solely because I need to write. Share something!

This is my invisibility room, where I get to be exactly as I am, in liberty without having to defend my existence.